Another tiring day. I seriously am not sure what i'm going to do for this 5months+ holidays.
" Get A Job " " Clean up Your Room " " Go exercise "
Yeah I know its common procedure that after your O levels, you do something relevant to enjoy the holidays. Because you have spend almost 5 months preparing for the big O's. But after all that, I really am blanked out. I do not know what to do.
Somehow, i miss school. I miss my table. I miss the people around me. I miss the teachers. I miss my class. I miss climbing up 4 storeys to get into class. I miss gossiping and talking with Fatin. I miss arguing with Val. Which i will always lose. I miss disturbing Rebec. I miss Alvin's sarcastic tone. I miss Jolene's noisy comments. I miss talking to Razzan about anything under the roof. I miss talking and scolding Wilson. I miss Alex constantly asing if I am doing fine in test or Studies. I miss Naufal's irritating remarks and stories. I miss disturbing and irritate Diy. I miss disturbing Reyme at everything he does. I miss ZUHAILI's singing and laughter. I miss Sue's annoying remarks. I miss Umai's noisy self I miss telling Lat to shut up. I miss Mr Choo !!! For being the best Father figure in our class. Thus,
I MISS CLASS 5/2 '09
It sucks when you wake up every morning thinking that, " what the fuck am i going to do today?", " what am i going to do with my life". It sucks big time. Everybody has plans. Well I don't apparently.
I am not old enough to make my own decision. " Oh we going Melaka on Saturday." - no i don't want to go because i have plans.
No, you are coming with us ! We haven't spent a day together for a long time. Hello?! We do every stinking day ! I need time for my friends too. I do not care if you are going to ignore me because i told you i am going out on that day ! I need time. So what if you took the day off? Spend it among yourself, because i realise both of you don't spend enough time together, I need to give you some space. Please JUST LET ME GO ! I am a old enough to take care of myself ! PLease !!